so its almost my birthday
and its going to be the worst yet

16th birthdays are supposed to be awesome

mine, i went to barbados. it sucked for many reasons

-i went with my family, whom i hate
-i went with my friend erika, who is so different than me, so it wasnt fun
-the place we stayed in was some dumb place old retired people go to relax, so not a teenage place
-i would rather have gone to disney world
- i couldnt complain or say anything, because that would be "ungrateful and spoiled"

so now i amcrying, because the one thing i want, my parents are too cheap and fucking stupid to give it to me. its not like i want anything else. so i stayed in my room, and because i am staying in my room, they took away my sidekick, and canceled the subcription.

why the fuck cant i just move?

i hate my parents

ugh why the fuck am i typing this shit here if no one cares?
@$@#^#$%$&$%&!@^%$@#$

ok so i was reading the enquirer
[dont ask]

and yea that magazines all about gossip
and its probably alllllll fake

buuuuuuut
i read about lindasay lohan
she supposedly has liver problems and
could die!!


let me just say, i hate her

i am actually glad she has that
thats what she gets for getting drunk every single night


evil?

so what
i hate her




oh and the meanest guy ever!!!!!

some guy
burnt kittens alive!!!!!!

AHHHHHHH omg i was crying



who fucking burns kittens?
alive?!?!

burning kittens alive or any other way is pure evil@!#@%#$&^%



=[

people lie
rumors go around
you cant tell if anythings real or fake

fuck

i love that song

every word of it
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yea so a billion people know it, and probably saying i love it, people will think im some teenie,

i'm not, its not my favorite song
i didnt hear this song first

i dont even have to prove anything to anyone, so why am i saying that?

oh well
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its random, but its what i'm thinking

ryans words, so meaningful

it makes me sad that song, but at the same time, its amazing.

i danced to it at the concert, duh, i danced to all of them haha.

then on conan obrien [i went when panic! was on, in case you didnt know]

it was amazing, when its quiet, and no one is singing along, its just them.

nothing is better.

i hope everone gets what they want for christmas


i know 3 out of 4 things i want, im not getting =[


but christmas is the time for miracles


i need a miracle

christmas eve and im sneaking on

i have to make a christmas bulliten for the fanspace

i want it to look nice

but i dont think i have time

becuase i'm sneaking on the computer

shhhh
hahha


well tonight im having a party with my family

its cool

but they annoy me sometimes

stevens dressing up as santa clause hahah

wow

mybe ill have pictures


well i would like some comments on any of my entires

so i know who read them

=]

-staying home all day is boring

-garage doors do lock

-you can never listen to killer queen too many times

-no matter how much you think you brother is crazy, he will always go out and buy you a nice gift for christmas. :]

-live journal makes sense, you just have to pay attention

-yahoo email "instant messaging" is really really slow

-no body should be sick on christmas

-fergalicious will never mean the same again

-everybody should be nicer to sheep

-conan obrien is still hilarious

-nobody should buy wool sweaters

-panic! and mulan seems like the best thing ever

-sarah makes me laugh. period.

-ryden just got a little hotter

-i actually get romeo and juliette now
<33

hahahah

thats what you do when your bored

you sit at the computer and listen to songs over and over

lets see
-killer queen
-love me or hate me
-christmas in hollywood

pretty much

It's Chanukah in Inglewood
the dradles spinning in the hood
so meet me by the manura lets get drunk

hahh omg i have no idea why i love it

Cause MRS. Clause just myspace'd me

Have a Hollywood Christmas and an Undead new year!!!!
FUCK YEAH!!!
now watch the language

thats a good song

Lady Sovereign

i think its funny

tina says its annoying

i think
i cant remember what she said haha

im moving

i hope soon

k im done for now <3

i cant stop listening to killer queen